Post by dragon on Nov 9, 2012 1:10:24 GMT -6
I think I’ve been putting this off long enough. For a while now, I have been absent. There’s a mixture of reasons why. For starters, life has been keeping me pretty busy and my free time has been diminishing more and more as time progresses on. Secondly, I’ve grown frustrated. The main thing I enjoy about roleplaying is actually getting to roleplay and have fun and be creative. I’ve felt less and less of that. Not that I don’t mind taking care of anyone that needs some assistance, but I stated way long ago that I was burned out. It has felt like all I do is post for other people, and not myself. Don’t get me wrong, I love helping others. However, I like the chance to post on my own and enjoy myself. I haven’t felt like that lately.
I would be around. I would post for those that need it. But I still wanted to take the time to enjoy my own rping. Yet when I wasn’t around, suddenly it seemed like all the fun was there. Other people were doing stuff and posting. Yet before I was there day in and day out and it felt so dead and I was doing whatever I could to alleviate that. Then I sort of had a thought go off in my head. If me not being around means things actually happen for you guys, then maybe it’s better off I stay away and hope things continue like that for you guys. I’m the one that’s been burned out for a while anyway. I’m the one who’s been too busy to really get into any rping anyway.
Thirdly, there have been some real life issues come up. Things would be awkward for me if I stuck around, I think. I’m not going into detail. I’m not going to explain. Those that I will tell, already know. I’d rather no one get mad or sad over this. Simply move on. I don’t want to be asked further about it. It was a hard enough decision to make without having to be asked about it after I’ve made up my mind. You guys continue to have fun without me, I’m sure you will.
I would be around. I would post for those that need it. But I still wanted to take the time to enjoy my own rping. Yet when I wasn’t around, suddenly it seemed like all the fun was there. Other people were doing stuff and posting. Yet before I was there day in and day out and it felt so dead and I was doing whatever I could to alleviate that. Then I sort of had a thought go off in my head. If me not being around means things actually happen for you guys, then maybe it’s better off I stay away and hope things continue like that for you guys. I’m the one that’s been burned out for a while anyway. I’m the one who’s been too busy to really get into any rping anyway.
Thirdly, there have been some real life issues come up. Things would be awkward for me if I stuck around, I think. I’m not going into detail. I’m not going to explain. Those that I will tell, already know. I’d rather no one get mad or sad over this. Simply move on. I don’t want to be asked further about it. It was a hard enough decision to make without having to be asked about it after I’ve made up my mind. You guys continue to have fun without me, I’m sure you will.